i'm over you

the sun ain't shine the same, the wind blows in the other direction, the clouds block the moon's ray and the stars in the sky lost their reflection, the light ain't dazzle my eyes, the rain stops to fall on the rooftop but a voice in the silence begins to sing and the tears of joy start to drop, the flame of the fire finds the end, i don't love you anymore; i'm over you words by zantuangelo 4th of august, 2005

it took a song

i heard a song by the stereo, it seemed it was like singing about me, i cried but i found my relief on the radio, the silence of the melody gave me time to see, it seemed the notes made me strong and i heard my wrong in the song, the strings cleared my mind, it seemed the instruments helped me to breath again and the message gave me strength, it took a song to make me feel alright, it took a song to make me understand, it took a song to make me see things clear, it just took a song to make me get over you; it took a song words by zantuangelo 31st of july 2005

i pretended

i pretended i didn't hear you leave but i wondered why didn't go, it seemed i didn't want to move anything 'cause it might change my memory, i pretended to my friends i was cool 'bout it 'cause they might woke me from my dream, it seemed i didn't want to face the reality and risk forgetting what has been, i could run but i couldn't hide, i tried, i hardly tried, it seemed i couldn't fly away from the feelings in me, i could smile but inside i cried, i tried to forget you 'cause i was tired but you seemed to move on easily, but i started counting my tears, put your voice out in my ears 'cause i don't want to pretend that i ain't still over you; i pretended words by zantuangelo 4th of june, 2005

never be mine

ain't no days, just lonely nights, cannot smile, just got teary eyes, wish i can fly away from this sight 'cause i fall every time your face creeps in my mind, it ain't funny, it ain't cool, just cannot stop thinking of you, so confused, don't know what to do, well, i'm not okay, i'm still not over you, wish i'm dreaming but it's real, pretending it's all cool but it's like everyday i die, wish didn't wish so hard 'cause the love that i sought can never be mine; never be mine words by zantuangelo 3rd of june, 2005

nagsisiga ng oras

nalulunod sa langit na parang nakahiga sa hangin, mabigat ang ulap na parang lumalangoy sa buhangin, nakaupo sa liwanag na parang tumatakbo sa tubig, nakasandal sa ulan na parang kinakausap ang kuliglig, nakalutang sa alaala na parang lumiliyab ang gabi, umuusok sa katotohanan na parang nilulunok ang sandali, nasisilaw sa bukas na parang nakatalikod sa ngayon, kaharap ang sarili na parang kinakantahan ang kahapon; nagsisiga ng oras words by zantuangelo 23rd of may, 2005

solitude

bore to death, feeling alone in my world, just lying solitary in bed with thousand lonely rustling words, talking to my self, steadily looking in the mirror, reflection glares dispirited at me with my mind of error, lost in the reverie, drifting ethereally, daydreaming deeply in sweet fantasy, sooner or later i'll wake up in the reality, only trying to lift my spirits up, tired of feeling low, such a sad and windy road, still don't know where to go, maybe i'm lost inside the maze or i'm floating in the foggy haze or i'm in a vague state of mind but i guess i'm only alone in love; solitude wwords by zantuangelo 15th of may, 2005