i pretended

i pretended i didn't hear you leave but i wondered why didn't go, it seemed i didn't want to move anything 'cause it might change my memory, i pretended to my friends i was cool 'bout it 'cause they might woke me from my dream, it seemed i didn't want to face the reality and risk forgetting what has been, i could run but i couldn't hide, i tried, i hardly tried, it seemed i couldn't fly away from the feelings in me, i could smile but inside i cried, i tried to forget you 'cause i was tired but you seemed to move on easily, but i started counting my tears, put your voice out in my ears 'cause i don't want to pretend that i ain't still over you; i pretended words by zantuangelo 4th of june, 2005